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Today I began my first day of work. As much as I have experience handling kids, I still felt like a greenhorn in an unfamiliar environment. I guess being a teacher and being an assistant is really different. Not knowing the names of the children, not knowing how they're like, not knowing how things operate... Hopefully I will learn in time to come.
It's been some time since I last posted an entry but although I haven't been blogging, that doesn't mean that I've nothing to reflect or think about. So much has happened within this period of time, I'm almost convinced that this is the point in my life where I have changed the most. Not just from thin to a thinner frame(as commented by a lot of people and so I must make it clear that I'm eating well and all these weight loss must be due to job-hunting stress or sickness) but more so from a teenager(who thought that she was already an adult) to a real adult. It's not an age issue. It's a matter of realising that your needs can no longer be reconciled with your desires and every little thing that seemed simple, has complicated itself on ten different levels. It's when you acquire a new-found practicality that displaces the belief in witnessing genuine goodness and honourable altruism in the world.