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Saturday, January 28

Once Upon a December by Liz Callaway

Dancing Bears, painted wings
Things I almost remember
And a song someone sings
Once upon a december
Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart use to know,
Once upon a december

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory
Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart use to know,
Things it yearns to remember
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December


Okays, not exactly the type of song you'll be thinking of on the eve of Chinese New Year. And I'll bet Karen will knock me out cold if she knows that I'm on such a down tone now. Haha. But if you've been hearing the tv and radio and whatever other possible media source play CNY songs, you'll be sick of hearing them too.

财神到~ dong de long dong qiang~~~

Okays, I shall quit laming.

Some random thoughts these days...

Truly disappointed with the two "legendaries". And I have to say this, but maybe it's time we all start appreciating the beauties over here in NJC. They aren't that bad after all. (Although maybe still not quite the standard of Mr KAP and Oman. C:) Oh man, those who don't know me would probably think that I'm bimbotic or boy-crazy or something. I shall have faith in my friends that they have sufficient knowledge of me to know that I'm NOT. C:

Omg, Geisha is a must-watch! C: Haha. THE line of THE book:
"Every step I have taken in my life since I was a child in Gion, I have taken in the hope of bringing myself closer to you." C: Doesn't that just make you want to smile? So sweet! If someone was to say something like that to me, I'll just melt on the spot. *heart flutters.
Another line from the movie:
"We do not become geishas to pursue our destinies. We become geishas because we have no choice." Ahh, this line is so saddening. The unspoken torment of becoming a geisha. It's not just a mean of living but also a way of life. Perhaps the book/movie didn't give an accurate portrayal of the life of a geisha, but how still, did it not give us insights on the life of a particular Sayuri? And what's left behind after the rich life she once led, are nothing but stories to be told to the world.

It's quite sad that a lot of details were cut from the production, but I guess there's nothing more they can do or we'll probably be sitting in the cinema for 10 hours. AND I'm pretty sure they changed quite a few important lines, like my favourite line! Think I can't tell... Want to cheat me... Haha. But I still like it! C: awwwwwwww~

There's super no CNY mood this year. :( My parents can't give red packets so we aren't doing much visiting or it'll be super embarassing? I'll bet there's a big question mark forming in your head now, so if you want to know why, you can just ask me. It's a long story.

Results are coming out soon. I don't even want to think about it. I don't know what I'll do if I can't stay on in NJC... Unexpected things are always expected when it comes to major exams.

Wooooooo Vday's coming soon! C: Pink roses, chocolates, sweets, candies... here I come! C:

17 Feb's coming right up after Valentine! Bleah. This is the first performance that MQ isn't around. (Girl, if you're reading this, pray for me on that day. I'll be able to sense you, that's for sure. C:) Perhaps it's going to be exceptionally difficult this time, without her in the audience rooting for me. Do you know, when you're dancing onstage, most of the time, the audience is a mere darkness? You can never see them, but you can always feel them there. The scrutinizing glares and the encouraging glances... When you are dancing, you can feel each and everyone in the crowd. And all you ever want to do when you're up there, is simply to bring them closer to you, to this little world you've created. MQ, it's going to be real different without you around, especially since you've been with my every step till now. But don't worry, I promised you I'll dance for you anytime! I'll keep to my word. C:

有时候,心里真的觉得好累。 
尽管表面上显得坚强,其实内心好希望能有个可靠的肩膀。
让我靠着它,静静地哭泣。

Argh random-ness again...

Happy CNY dearies! C:



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Wednesday, January 25

Release.

If you have to do something, just do it.

In life, many things come and go.
You might not have the chance to go through the same experience twice.
When it comes to love and passion, be bold.



Don't regret not daring to love someone.
Because I assure you, it'll hurt a lot more than you can imagine.



.i.WaNt.tO.fLy.wHeN.i.DaNcE. |9:44:00 PM|

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Sunday, January 22

My left feet is slightly swollen with blue-black. Hmph. So much for hardcore dancing.

Jac's dance frenzy:

  • Monday: ballet
  • Tuesday: NY dance
  • Wednesday: NJ dance
  • Thursday: FREE C:
  • Friday: NY dance
  • Saturday: NJ dance
  • Sunday: ballet

Just hope I won't be limping too much tomorrow.




.i.WaNt.tO.fLy.wHeN.i.DaNcE. |8:57:00 PM|

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It's hard to keep track of time these days. And even harder to imagine that next weekend is the much anticipated Chinese New Year. There seems to be no mood at all this year. I don't even have my CNY clothes. Argh, don't even enjoy going shopping for them. This sucks. Hopefully things would get better when celebrations in school starts. Pray hard.

Omg, my bro is finally quiting badminton to join NPCC! Rocks to the ultimate! Hey no offence against badminton but their school team does NOTHING. It's just too bad if you go to CCA twice or once a week for 2 hours. What kind of a slacker training is that? Finally after a year, dear Ben has seen the light. :P Furthermore, he got new spectacles recently! I've never said this before, but my brother can be quite good-looking afterall. C: *tear, he's all grown up now.

Yesterday, Hancheng, Jiawei, Leslie, Youxin and me went to watch NYMD production -- a hat full of stars. The videos were professional. The lightings and sound effect was amazing. Seeing them dance onstage made me reminise June'04 -- NYCD dance night. Even after graduating from the school, my impression of the NY auditorium remains pretty much the same. It's beautiful. I'll bet that the audience had the urge to step on that very stage and do some dancing or any other thing themselves. It's irresistable. C: My tears were brimming during the first item. Man, I love that song.

The whole performance ended at around 8plus, so we decided that it was too early to go home. Where else to hang out around the Bukit Timah area than KAP? Haha, and I'm glad we went there. :P (Hancheng, if you're reading this, don't hold out the cup in front of me.) There was a hottie with a nice nose! I couldn't help smiling all the way. And Jiawei kept wanting to give me false hope by saying that MR Hot glanced over at me. *blush blush. Toinggg, like this will happen. Zhiting should have been there, I bet she'll be hopping around about him too. :P

Oh and to you: There's a difference between big nose and nice nose. And there's a difference between eye candies and BF. It's not that girls like cute guys. Who doesn't like looking at good-looking people? But that doesn't mean that good-looking people are always good people to end up with. Ultimately, the attraction comes from the heart and our hearts lie in the midst of our soul. Attraction comes from within. So don't lose fatih. You'll find that special her one day.

Oh and of course not forgetting, 23rd Jan is indeed a special day. C:

Happy Birthday PEE!

Happy Birthday NISAH!



.i.WaNt.tO.fLy.wHeN.i.DaNcE. |8:43:00 AM|

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