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Within the last 3 days, so many things have happened that I find it hard to keep track of time. Most often, I find myself trapped in fluctuating emotions. It's like for a minute I can be extremely energetic and the next, absolutely solemn. It's crazy, feelings like these. They make me lost as to when I'm really happy and when I'm really down.
Anyways, I love the idea that we'll be performing together again! This rocks but I have loads of catching up to do! And very soon, once again, I'll be dancing in the snow and in the rain! *winks!
To karen: dumbidibi.BOO! C:
Now moving on to the neutral stuff: I am innocent! Rumours about me are flying non-stop. Me and this guy. Me and that guy. Come on, it's not that I'm not attracted to guys okay. Get this straight -- I'm straight! I do ogle over cuties and hotties but baseless rumours aren't exactly the best things you can have, especially when in bulk. Haha!
Today while on the cab to Taman Jurong, the taxi driver totally irritated me. Like what's his problem? Just focus on getting the customer to the destination! I did not need to know the glorious achievements recorded under his daughter's educational history and all the trouble he went through to bring his daughter there. Turned off.
And finally on to the depressing part of the entry...
Some things happen so sudden, it's difficult to react in a calm and composed manner. Separation and destroyal of a peacefully comforting routine can throw everyone off balance. I was flabbergasted when I saw Jen's msg saying that she can't dance anymore. What the shit. Some things are better left for one own self to decide. You can't just stop her from dancing and think that she will concentrate fully on her studies. It doesn't work that way! Things aren't always black or white. And missing a few lessons isn't even a valid reason to withraw her from class! It's affecting everyone else and we are all terribly sad that we can't even meet her for an hour plus per week. Get a grip of yourself and be a good mum. Don't scold me if you ever see this, because you know why?
YOU FREAKING DESERVE IT.
Depression sinks in like a sharp razor blade. Where's my salvation?
To start off my entry today, I would like to exclaim that Jan 15th is a very special day.
Well those who haven't got me a present can always get inspiration from this wishlist! :P (Slap me for being thick.)
So NJ orientation'06 or rather Stalia Estrellas, has come to a smashing end with our Golden Jubilee dance Night. All the war games, station games, class sessions, house sessions, OG sessions, outings, forfeits, mass dances and other events have become a memory of this fun-filled and action-packed orientation. (I don't really like to remember the mock lectures and talks as part of the orientation.)
In short, the OGLs -- Adrian, Karen, Jeffrey, Charlene and Sara, have done a great job! Many a time, I wonder what powered their high level of energy and enthusiasm despite being exhausted from all the activities and mounting schoolwork. It was simply because of us, because of 06Ao2 and OG15. I'm truly touched. C:
06A02: This week has been a tremendously enjoyable experience with the class. Our team spirit can never be beaten by others! And although we only have 3 guys in the class, making us disadvantaged in many physical activities, our victories only show one thing -- we are in fact stronger than others! C: We still have a long way ahead of us. After first 3 months, it is likely that there'll be changes to the class. We might be splitted up but who cares, as long as we were once in the same class, we know we'll still be together in our hearts. Come what may, let's just concentrate on making all our time now a fantastic one! A02's the top!
OG15: I haven't forgotten you guys! It would have been great if we were all in the same class and under the same OGLs. We've proved that time is not a factor in becoming attached to another. I love you people! But as much as we want it to be like this, we have to move on and adapt to our respective classes. Don't worry! The organiser will continue organising gatherings!
That's all folks! C:
Actually there are loads to update about, but now's not the time. Too busy and too exhausted.